I spent so much time trying to be different, I failed to realize that, that’s what everyone else was doing…. Soooo there really is no way to be different these days because everyone is doing something they think is different so I’m just gonna do nothing
What are you tryna prove?
Hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Confusion is pain Pain is love Love is…. Life is a long winded speaker And the lecture is the game A game you can’t win Cause its a game that never stays the same So tell me what to do When giving up feels right Do I stop playing? Or do I stay awake all night Tryna find a way to fix everything Or I do I just fall asleep and let it all drift away To do that would hurt more than any wound But what do I do when giving up seems like the right thing to do….?
I have nothing else to say on the matter, before its blown outta proportion again. You make all these rash decisions and then you wonder why I react like that. I didn’t care I just wanted to read, idk where you got this reaction from, maybe you wanted one.
That had lots of swear words in it! Lol
You think you know me?
I’d like to fuckin see
Tell me all the things I regret but wont say
You wanna try it?
Don’t hold your breath bitch
you just might suffocate
Why is my life like this?
Where are the things that we dismiss?
Filled with the lies
With the pain
With the anger
You got it all wrong
Started on the wrong foot
You spent your last breath
On petty man
You were a victim to the palm of his hand
Can’t take anymore
so you end it all
How are you gonna tell me I’m wrong?
Why is my life like this?
Where are the things that we dismiss?
Filled with the lies
With the pain
With the anger
You got me all wrong
You never stood a fuckin chance
You gave me no choice
Now let’s fuckin dance
*gunshots*
Sleepless in the night
Every other argument is bound to cause a fight
I use mind in hopes that you might
Come to see it my way and then make things right
But it seems what you grasp is way to big to bite
So then we don’t talk
Then I get high as a kite
To leave my problems behind and then take flight
Fly for your safety, I fly with plight. [lol lupe]
But I get too high and [god] takes my sight
And I come down afraid In the midst of the night
Cold and breathless like the ghost of the wight
Dreamless in the day
And sleepless in the night.
I lay here awake
Took all I could take
I made my mistakes
When I crawled like a snake.
But what you can’t see
What really made me
Sneaks and hides
And refuses to be set free.
My heart has bled
My soul….not quite dead
My brain doesn’t want my head
But when I say I do
No doubt I mean to wed
Its what we all can do
Cause if I can
Then certainly you can too
Love me now
So right
So true
The same love for me
As I do for you.
Let it be known
That I’m not on my own
To be hurt no more
My heart is still sore
From the wounds of the past
Cuts so deep
To think makes me weep
Weep till I’m ill
An ill for a cure there is no pill
Because I will always love you more
more than you ever will…..
Being boring… I’m not cool, nor do I have a lot going for me, so holding a conversation with some who is more interesting is very uncomfortable because sometimes Idk what to say. Or do. I think its more because I’m shy….hmmm I wonder.