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21 November 09

Tired

I spent so much time trying to be different, I failed to realize that, that’s what everyone else was doing…. Soooo there really is no way to be different these days because everyone is doing something they think is different so I’m just gonna do nothing

Posted: 8:43 PM

Fuck you

What are you tryna prove?

Posted: 8:14 PM

Bye bye

Hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Posted: 2:51 PM
Posted: 1:06 AM

When giving up feels right...

Confusion is pain Pain is love Love is…. Life is a long winded speaker And the lecture is the game A game you can’t win Cause its a game that never stays the same So tell me what to do When giving up feels right Do I stop playing? Or do I stay awake all night Tryna find a way to fix everything Or I do I just fall asleep and let it all drift away To do that would hurt more than any wound But what do I do when giving up seems like the right thing to do….?

20 November 09

And you wonder why I get suspicious...

I have nothing else to say on the matter, before its blown outta proportion again. You make all these rash decisions and then you wonder why I react like that. I didn’t care I just wanted to read, idk where you got this reaction from, maybe you wanted one.

Posted: 10:53 AM
neosoutherngentlemen:

medical

GET it IAN! lmao

neosoutherngentlemen:

medical

GET it IAN! lmao

Reblogged: neosoutherngentlemen

Posted: 8:47 AM

Wow!

That had lots of swear words in it! Lol

Posted: 2:59 AM

There's something in my room...no really

You think you know me?

I’d like to fuckin see

Tell me all the things I regret but wont say

You wanna try it?

Don’t hold your breath bitch

you just might suffocate

Why is my life like this?

Where are the things that we dismiss?

Filled with the lies

With the pain

With the anger

You got it all wrong

Started on the wrong foot

You spent your last breath

On petty man

You were a victim to the palm of his hand

Can’t take anymore

so you end it all

How are you gonna tell me I’m wrong?

Why is my life like this?

Where are the things that we dismiss?

Filled with the lies

With the pain

With the anger

You got me all wrong

You never stood a fuckin chance

You gave me no choice

Now let’s fuckin dance

*gunshots*

Posted: 2:30 AM

Dreamless...in the day

Sleepless in the night

Every other argument is bound to cause a fight

I use mind in hopes that you might

Come to see it my way and then make things right

But it seems what you grasp is way to big to bite

So then we don’t talk

Then I get high as a kite

To leave my problems behind and then take flight

Fly for your safety, I fly with plight. [lol lupe]

But I get too high and [god] takes my sight

And I come down afraid In the midst of the night

Cold and breathless like the ghost of the wight

Dreamless in the day

And sleepless in the night.

Posted: 2:19 AM

More than you ever will...

I lay here awake

Took all I could take

I made my mistakes

When I crawled like a snake.

But what you can’t see

What really made me

Sneaks and hides

And refuses to be set free.

My heart has bled

My soul….not quite dead

My brain doesn’t want my head

But when I say I do

No doubt I mean to wed

Its what we all can do

Cause if I can

Then certainly you can too

Love me now

So right

So true

The same love for me

As I do for you.

Let it be known

That I’m not on my own

To be hurt no more

My heart is still sore

From the wounds of the past

Cuts so deep

To think makes me weep

Weep till I’m ill

An ill for a cure there is no pill

Because I will always love you more

more than you ever will…..

Posted: 12:29 AM

Being boring… I’m not cool, nor do I have a lot going for me, so holding a conversation with some who is more interesting is very uncomfortable because sometimes Idk what to say. Or do. I think its more because I’m shy….hmmm I wonder.

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Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh